Saw my reflection unsolicitedly. I am larger than I thought.

They say a true judge of someone's "bone structure" is to look at the size of someone's wrist. I am a female and I definitely dont have small wrists. They are very much a medium, and I'm fine with that. I could never be a size 0 unless I was literally a skeleton. With that being said, the smallest and best I've ever looked was when I weighed 135 pounds and I wore a size 4. I ended up getting pregnant with my second child (I successfully lost the weight after my first) gained 80 pounds. Within two years I was able to lose 40 pounds. Due to a change in medication, I ended up gaining it all back and I've been stagnant ever since. For the past 6 months or so, I've been more active, just moving around more. I've been lying to myself making myself think that I have actually been losing weight. (For the record, I've always lost weight really slowly. It took me 2 years to lose 40 pounds) the other day, I was walking down the hallway at my work. The room at the end of the hall has a wall that is just windows from floor to ceiling and being that it was dark out, the indoor lights made those windows into gigantic mirrors. I saw my self in full, undoctored glory, shashaying down the hallway. It was a really hard thing to watch. How could I lie to myself over and over again about the image I was seeking right in front me. I've never been this motivated to lose weight. I. AM. DONE. No more idling eating thinking itll come off eventually. No more sitting around and not being active. From this point forward, I am losing this weight.


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