Since starting puberty I’ve always been a little curvy, but always had a healthy BMI. Then a serious relationship happened, and I’ve just piled on the Weight. I noticed over a year ago now I’d say that I’d put on weight and even though I was technically overweight now, I didn’t really care because the weight suited my figure. More weight piled on and now I don’t feel like myself. Clothes don’t look good on me. Even when I look done up and pretty I don’t look like me. My confidence and self esteem is in the gutter.
The summer just gone I dieted, and I was doing well. I didn’t weigh myself but I could see my body losing weight. Then I got a full time job in July and the dieting went out the window, and I put all the weight back on, and then some.
Anyways I’ve been saying I’m going to join the gym for months now but keep making up excuses. I even found a 24 hour gym that’s only £13 a month, but my excuse was that I wouldn’t have time to go before or after work because it’s too far and I don’t drive.
I’ve had two days off of work and haven’t seen my SO as he’s been stressed and busy, so all I’ve done is stayed in bed and eaten takeout. I feel anxious and disgusting.
I was in the bath about half an hour ago when I realised it’s now or never. I’ve found a gym that is literally up a hill from my house. It’s pricier, it’s £30 a month. But I can afford it, it also has a pool which is great because I’ve always loved swimming. AND I can’t make up any excuses about it being to far away or not having time to go.
I’m getting ready to go right now. Wish me look guys.
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