If my weight was ever brought up I would always say “I’m trying to lose weight” or “I’m trying to eat better” or something along those lines. If I went to the gym for 20 minutes at least once during the month it’s all I would talk about. “My workouts are exhausting,” “I’m too tired to do [anything] because of the gym,” etc. To any observer I was clearly lying. Or at least not taking it seriously at all. Well I’m tired of being overweight. It’s affecting my mental health more than ever so I said fuck it. I can’t control a lot of shitty things in my life but this I absolutely can. I haven’t told anyone that I’ve been going to the gym six days a week for three weeks already. I haven’t told anyone I’m down to 1200-1500 calories a day and it’s not junk food. I’m gonna let the results speak for themselves because I won’t need to say a damn thing about it. I’m down 9.6 lbs. and yeah I’ve had two slip ups already but it’s not gonna get me down because for once I can be honest with myself and say that I’m actually trying.
This is the “old” me. He won’t be here for long so say goodbye.
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