Hello, this is my first post on reddit. I come on here regularly to read posts about losing weight etc.
I’m a 19 year old female, 5’9 and 315lbs (sad I know)
I won’t go into my full life history but for as long as I can remember I’ve loved food and eating. My parents were never strict and allowed us to eat whatever we wanted (pizza, mac and cheese, grilled cheese, mcdonalds, etc)
I remember being able to eat an entire box of mac and cheese on my own at 8 years old. The weight kept piling on and on and here I am, I’m 19, very depressed, I have no friends and I stay inside all day long. I don’t do anything with my life it’s not that I don’t want to believe me I want more than anything to be able to go out and hang with people, be healthy and live a full life but I just find the motivation. I have nothing to look forward to in my life. I’m rarely making it to school and I got all D’s and F’s on my report card. I have no support system. I tried to open up to my mom and she said I’m “just lazy, there’s nothing wrong with me”. She makes me feel like I’m not valid at all.
As for losing weight I always find myself STARVING when I try to eat healthy. I have such negative thoughts when I’m hungry I tell myself there’s no way I can do this and I’ll always be a fat. Then I cave and eat something that I shouldn’t have an I instantly feel better. Another thing that’s holding me back is loose skin. The thought of it terrifies me because I feel as if I’ll never be able to full live with it holding me back.
I know this was long but I’m so fed up with life I don’t think I can survive much longer. Someone please help.
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